[ Eren is still distracted for a moment thinking about two dicks as just a possibility, don't mind him. It didn't really occur to him as a thing, though he knows people can fuck more than one other person at once. At least it's something he can be like I want to try this about. Eventually. ]
Ah, right. You make these.
[ He still doesn't really get the how, but he doesn't push that. It doesn't matter how. What a wild ass thing to have as a job.
He still can't imagine owning toys of his own, but that will come with experience too, right? He hasn't tried one yet, so he can't make the next imagination leap.
He hears the word vibrator again, but that one's admittedly somewhat confusing. He's not an idiot (entirely), so he gets that it…vibrates. But they don't have battery-powered things where he's from. They barely had electricity and such. Well, no better time to learn than the present, right? ]
The vibrator one, I think. I can imagine what these ones feel like.
[ Maybe not the bigger one, but he gets the idea. Speaking of which, he'll just put that back where it was. ]
But not that. So…that one.
[ Someday he'll try something absolutely bonkers but this is a good starting place. ]
[ The knowledge is definitely there. It's clear some of it is probably personal, but he can't imagine making the toys without enjoying them personally. And while he's definitely designed things that aren't necessarily to his tastes, there's few things he'd be hesitant to use that he's designed. Put out a product you believe in - or something like that. Of course, the ones he wouldn't use are the ones with gems and things in them. Sounds like a bad idea to him. ]
A vibrator. They're a great place to start with toys.
[ Pretty much, to him, it's not scary. It does what it is expected to do and is a straightforward to understand toy. He's had partners who didn't necessarily love toys but who still enjoyed a vibrator. He thinks of it as the man's best friend of sex toys.
He moves towards the drawers and moves to the one below where Eren has been looking. In there is an average sized dildo as well as a small remote that goes to it. ]
This one's great that it's fun with someone, or by yourself. So if it's something you like -- [ He doesn't finish the thought, he thinks the implication is enough. ] And it's a good size. There's a few different sizes, but this is a good place to go. Nothing too outrageous.
[ He hasn't quite deciphered how much experience Eren has when it comes to not using toys. Or if that experience is mostly with men or women. That sort of things. Now is as good a time as ever to try and figure it out. ]
[For his part, Eren might be out of his depth and a little uncertain, but he's not scared of any of it. Sex doesn't scare him. He's hard to scare on most things, but he can be easier to embarrass than he likes to admit.
No sense in that here with Eiden being so frank about all of this though. Probably.
He watches Eiden get the vibrating toy out of the other drawer. The remote control is completely mystifying. He has zero frame of reference here other than a television, having never interacted with anything else that has a remote control. How did he think it worked? He has no damn idea, in fact. Eiden could have told him it was literally magic and he'd have bought that.
That aside, he gets the implication. Would he own something like this...? Who knows! He can answer that eventually. Today, maybe. ]
Not...many. A couple. I've...actually only been with men, though.
[ At least he's not embarrassed about that part. No internalised homophobia to overcome, just not as much experience as some people must have.
He takes a step closer. Does this work like other sex? Is there kissing? Do they use a bed? How do you ask stupid questions? He doesn't ask, in the end. ]
Show me? But I wanna make you feel good too.
[ He hopes that's even a little sexy. It's confident enough, so it's a start. ]
[ Confidence is sexy, and Eiden finds it charming. His own attitude towards sex isn't a mystery. But, he's glad there seems to be no weird stigma with anything he's talked about either. Eren doesn't seem to have any preconceived ideas about the use of toys, which means that Eiden's knowledge and skill can ensure a positive experience. It's what he's here for. ]
Same. I mean, only men.
[ Of course, that's what his profile said, so he has to assume the other already knew that about him. Eiden knows that he doesn't exactly have high standards, but he finds the fact that Eren cares about his experience too is nice. Yeah, the bar is that low. Eiden treats sex using toys like he would sex any other time, but fortunately he's fine simply guiding as the experience goes - rather than answer questions.
So there's no more moments of hesitation or thinking too much, he grips the other's shirt and tugs him a little towards him. Yes, a kiss is good. And Eiden plants one right on Eren's - parting his lips near immediately. It's a good place to start to feel each other out. Make sure that the whole experience is a fun time for the both of them. ]
[ Eren nods; he did read Eiden's profile, so he knew that part, that Eiden was only into men. Eren's not entirely sure if he'd ever be into women himself. So far, nah. Not his thing. But never say never, right?
He's a little surprised by Eiden grabbing him, but it's easy enough to work with. Less experience doesn't mean none. He knows how to kiss. Eiden's lips part like that right away and Eren's tongue moves to push past them. He's got a little bit of height on Eiden, but not too much. He slides his arms around him, one hand moving down his back to the bottom of his shirt, seeking skin on skin since that's where this is going anyway.
This is way easier than talking about it, somehow. ]
[ Eiden appreciates that Eren is glad to just go with the flow and feel it out like this. It's much easier than talking about it beyond what's been discussed. After all, a lot of sex is simply feeling each other out. Learning what someone likes by trying.
Eren feels confident in the kiss, too. Eiden can appreciate that because he really likes confidence. Eren's gentle probing with his tongue and the exploration of his hands mean that Eiden's going to make the move to work to assist in removing his shirt.
Skin on skin is the way to go. He'll pull away from the kiss for a moment to remove that shirt of his. Of course he's not wearing a button up today, that would have been smart, and he knows it. ]
[ Eren follows suit, leaning away long enough to take his own shirt off. (He doesn't even own button up shirts, whoops.) He's a little out of his element here because of the experience gap, but he's not shy (he spends a lot of time shirtless anyway).
Once that's done, he gets his hands back on Eiden. Eren's hands are smooth, no calluses, nothing like that. He doesn't have scars or marks anywhere on him, in fact, which might be noticeable once Eiden starts paying attention.
There's no technique to his touch; he's just exploring because he can, because what else is he meant to do with that skin there in front of him? But he's also impatient about things like this, not used to having time to take, and that shows in how quickly his hands find the front of Eiden's trousers. Eren's never known how to slow down in his life. ]
[ Eiden likes to mold to what his partner needs and wants in the moment. If he sets the pace, he likes to explore and get to know what makes his partner tick. He's good at taking his time to make sure whomever he's with will fully enjoy themselves. But he can appreciate the urgency. And although there's no need to rush here in this room, he's happy to oblige Eren's silent requests to pick it up.
Eiden's chest has a couple of small scars. Most of them are from mistakes he made in either Klein or in Nippon, not long before getting here. And while he doesn't notice Eren's unscarred skin, he can tell those hands have no calluses. ]
Your hands are soft.
[ Of course he'll call it out. It's a compliment to him, though. He moves his hands to his own pants, smirking. ]
Which is absolutely a compliment.
[ In case Eren was curious. ]
Once my pants are gone, there's nothing underneath. Just so there's no surprises for you.
[ Which is probably not actually a surprise to Eren. ]
I hope you plan to join me soon, too.
[ Okay, so he wants to see Eren naked, can't blame him for that. ]
[ Eren's aware he has no scars or things like that, but he doesn't touch people enough to get comments about his hands being soft. He'll wonder at this later, that it was something Eiden noticed enough to say. For now, he takes it as encouragement.
He raises an eyebrow at the no underwear comment. ]
Is that really comfortable?
[ He can't imagine not wearing underwear, but maybe part of that is his somewhat repressed societal upbringing. He's not judging, though; means there's less time it will take.
He stops for a moment to just look. Eiden doesn't seem to have any hang-ups whatsoever, and Eren envies that a little. He isn't modest about his body by any means, but he's come here to do something he's unsure about. As far as he's concerned, too, Eiden has no reason to have hang ups. He's attractive! Eren wouldn't be doing this if he didn't think Eiden was hot. He's not terribly shallow, but still.
He realises he's staring and kicks himself back into gear. He shoves his own pants and underwear off and steps out of them, leaving them where they are, and goes to pull Eiden against him again, hands moving around to his back. That is what he was seeking, as much skin against skin as he can get. Yes, sure, okay, the toy thing. He wants that too, but this is a good place to start. ]
It's...well, it's different. Not uncomfortable, though.
[ Simply - he likes it sometimes. He likes the fact that he can skip a step when he's with a partner. He likes that it can save a few seconds before they get to the fun. It's not that he never wears underwear, of course. It's just that he knew it wasn't like they set up this meeting to have cake and drink tea. This had a very specific intentions going into it.
When one has done the things Eiden has done, there's no reason to be bashful. He knows he's attractive. He knows men find him attractive. He'll admire Eren as the other strips down. It's better than he would have imagined when he finally gets to see him head-to-toe like that. Truly, his pictures on that app do him no justice.
If Eren is unsure about anything - Eiden doesn't notice. The other feels as confident as he would expect in a situation like this where there's going to be firsts. The compliment does earn Eren a small hint of peek in his cheeks and a grin. Though Eiden would argue the pink is due to the warmth in his body and absolutely for no other reason. ]
Heh - well. Good. I should feel good to you.
[ Eiden takes the chance to explore again. His hands move along Eren's sides - his waist, his hips - getting a feel for his shape again. He won't make Eren wait too long for the toys, but there's no reason to rush him into it, either. It's a good thing to ease him into. He leans in a little, lips seeking the other's throat and collarbone. ]
[ Eren files away this underwear thing; maybe he'll try it sometime (months from now). For now, it just means there's less to pull off. Works for him.
He doesn't smile back; he doesn't really do that, like he's forgotten how. Maybe someday he'll remember, but he's a long way off from that here and now. But he's not entirely blank. He's here and focused and interested and that's enough for today.
Eren's well toned, not that Eiden needs to touch him to know that. The odd thing about him is he has no scars, no old cuts or nicks or skinned knees. His titan abilities get rid of things like that; even childhood injuries don't show on his body anymore, as if he's never been hurt at all. Of course that hides the truth of how much damage his body has and can take.
He touches back, only a little hesitant. He's not so good at the foreplay part due to a mix of impatience and inexperience with having the luxury to take his time. His hands slide around Eiden's back and down to his ass, gripping briefly and pulling them closer together. He doesn't mean to be in a hurry, but whatever. ]
[ Eiden is always glad to offer little tidbits of information like that. He doesn't really need a smile returned to him. Many of his partners in Klein don't smile at him, either. Maybe if he's lucky he'll catch that little smirk or corner of the mouth twitch, but it comes so naturally to him. Eren seems to be a pretty serious guy, too.
He moves in, pressing lips to the man's throat and collar bone. He traces the unmarked skin with lips and tongue, teasing it. In part, he's searching to find what parts of the other's body cause him to respond. In addition, he's doing it so that he can explore and learn Eren for himself. ]
Don't be shy.
[ Does he actually think Eren is shy? No, not really. The actions he's taken have been very forward - in a way that Eiden likes. ]
Every inch of me is free to touch. No limits.
[ Truly. ]
Just be sure to tell me if there's something you don't like, too. That's just as important as what you do like.
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Ah, right. You make these.
[ He still doesn't really get the how, but he doesn't push that. It doesn't matter how. What a wild ass thing to have as a job.
He still can't imagine owning toys of his own, but that will come with experience too, right? He hasn't tried one yet, so he can't make the next imagination leap.
He hears the word vibrator again, but that one's admittedly somewhat confusing. He's not an idiot (entirely), so he gets that it…vibrates. But they don't have battery-powered things where he's from. They barely had electricity and such. Well, no better time to learn than the present, right? ]
The vibrator one, I think. I can imagine what these ones feel like.
[ Maybe not the bigger one, but he gets the idea. Speaking of which, he'll just put that back where it was. ]
But not that. So…that one.
[ Someday he'll try something absolutely bonkers but this is a good starting place. ]
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[ The knowledge is definitely there. It's clear some of it is probably personal, but he can't imagine making the toys without enjoying them personally. And while he's definitely designed things that aren't necessarily to his tastes, there's few things he'd be hesitant to use that he's designed. Put out a product you believe in - or something like that. Of course, the ones he wouldn't use are the ones with gems and things in them. Sounds like a bad idea to him. ]
A vibrator. They're a great place to start with toys.
[ Pretty much, to him, it's not scary. It does what it is expected to do and is a straightforward to understand toy. He's had partners who didn't necessarily love toys but who still enjoyed a vibrator. He thinks of it as the man's best friend of sex toys.
He moves towards the drawers and moves to the one below where Eren has been looking. In there is an average sized dildo as well as a small remote that goes to it. ]
This one's great that it's fun with someone, or by yourself. So if it's something you like -- [ He doesn't finish the thought, he thinks the implication is enough. ] And it's a good size. There's a few different sizes, but this is a good place to go. Nothing too outrageous.
[ He hasn't quite deciphered how much experience Eren has when it comes to not using toys. Or if that experience is mostly with men or women. That sort of things. Now is as good a time as ever to try and figure it out. ]
Have you been with many men?
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No sense in that here with Eiden being so frank about all of this though. Probably.
He watches Eiden get the vibrating toy out of the other drawer. The remote control is completely mystifying. He has zero frame of reference here other than a television, having never interacted with anything else that has a remote control. How did he think it worked? He has no damn idea, in fact. Eiden could have told him it was literally magic and he'd have bought that.
That aside, he gets the implication. Would he own something like this...? Who knows! He can answer that eventually. Today, maybe. ]
Not...many. A couple. I've...actually only been with men, though.
[ At least he's not embarrassed about that part. No internalised homophobia to overcome, just not as much experience as some people must have.
He takes a step closer. Does this work like other sex? Is there kissing? Do they use a bed? How do you ask stupid questions? He doesn't ask, in the end. ]
Show me? But I wanna make you feel good too.
[ He hopes that's even a little sexy. It's confident enough, so it's a start. ]
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Same. I mean, only men.
[ Of course, that's what his profile said, so he has to assume the other already knew that about him. Eiden knows that he doesn't exactly have high standards, but he finds the fact that Eren cares about his experience too is nice. Yeah, the bar is that low. Eiden treats sex using toys like he would sex any other time, but fortunately he's fine simply guiding as the experience goes - rather than answer questions.
So there's no more moments of hesitation or thinking too much, he grips the other's shirt and tugs him a little towards him. Yes, a kiss is good. And Eiden plants one right on Eren's - parting his lips near immediately. It's a good place to start to feel each other out. Make sure that the whole experience is a fun time for the both of them. ]
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He's a little surprised by Eiden grabbing him, but it's easy enough to work with. Less experience doesn't mean none. He knows how to kiss. Eiden's lips part like that right away and Eren's tongue moves to push past them. He's got a little bit of height on Eiden, but not too much. He slides his arms around him, one hand moving down his back to the bottom of his shirt, seeking skin on skin since that's where this is going anyway.
This is way easier than talking about it, somehow. ]
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Eren feels confident in the kiss, too. Eiden can appreciate that because he really likes confidence. Eren's gentle probing with his tongue and the exploration of his hands mean that Eiden's going to make the move to work to assist in removing his shirt.
Skin on skin is the way to go. He'll pull away from the kiss for a moment to remove that shirt of his. Of course he's not wearing a button up today, that would have been smart, and he knows it. ]
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Once that's done, he gets his hands back on Eiden. Eren's hands are smooth, no calluses, nothing like that. He doesn't have scars or marks anywhere on him, in fact, which might be noticeable once Eiden starts paying attention.
There's no technique to his touch; he's just exploring because he can, because what else is he meant to do with that skin there in front of him? But he's also impatient about things like this, not used to having time to take, and that shows in how quickly his hands find the front of Eiden's trousers. Eren's never known how to slow down in his life. ]
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Eiden's chest has a couple of small scars. Most of them are from mistakes he made in either Klein or in Nippon, not long before getting here. And while he doesn't notice Eren's unscarred skin, he can tell those hands have no calluses. ]
Your hands are soft.
[ Of course he'll call it out. It's a compliment to him, though. He moves his hands to his own pants, smirking. ]
Which is absolutely a compliment.
[ In case Eren was curious. ]
Once my pants are gone, there's nothing underneath. Just so there's no surprises for you.
[ Which is probably not actually a surprise to Eren. ]
I hope you plan to join me soon, too.
[ Okay, so he wants to see Eren naked, can't blame him for that. ]
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[ Eren's aware he has no scars or things like that, but he doesn't touch people enough to get comments about his hands being soft. He'll wonder at this later, that it was something Eiden noticed enough to say. For now, he takes it as encouragement.
He raises an eyebrow at the no underwear comment. ]
Is that really comfortable?
[ He can't imagine not wearing underwear, but maybe part of that is his somewhat repressed societal upbringing. He's not judging, though; means there's less time it will take.
He stops for a moment to just look. Eiden doesn't seem to have any hang-ups whatsoever, and Eren envies that a little. He isn't modest about his body by any means, but he's come here to do something he's unsure about. As far as he's concerned, too, Eiden has no reason to have hang ups. He's attractive! Eren wouldn't be doing this if he didn't think Eiden was hot. He's not terribly shallow, but still.
He realises he's staring and kicks himself back into gear. He shoves his own pants and underwear off and steps out of them, leaving them where they are, and goes to pull Eiden against him again, hands moving around to his back. That is what he was seeking, as much skin against skin as he can get. Yes, sure, okay, the toy thing. He wants that too, but this is a good place to start. ]
You feel good.
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[ Simply - he likes it sometimes. He likes the fact that he can skip a step when he's with a partner. He likes that it can save a few seconds before they get to the fun. It's not that he never wears underwear, of course. It's just that he knew it wasn't like they set up this meeting to have cake and drink tea. This had a very specific intentions going into it.
When one has done the things Eiden has done, there's no reason to be bashful. He knows he's attractive. He knows men find him attractive. He'll admire Eren as the other strips down. It's better than he would have imagined when he finally gets to see him head-to-toe like that. Truly, his pictures on that app do him no justice.
If Eren is unsure about anything - Eiden doesn't notice. The other feels as confident as he would expect in a situation like this where there's going to be firsts. The compliment does earn Eren a small hint of peek in his cheeks and a grin. Though Eiden would argue the pink is due to the warmth in his body and absolutely for no other reason. ]
Heh - well. Good. I should feel good to you.
[ Eiden takes the chance to explore again. His hands move along Eren's sides - his waist, his hips - getting a feel for his shape again. He won't make Eren wait too long for the toys, but there's no reason to rush him into it, either. It's a good thing to ease him into. He leans in a little, lips seeking the other's throat and collarbone. ]
Sex isn't good if you don't end up feeling good.
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He doesn't smile back; he doesn't really do that, like he's forgotten how. Maybe someday he'll remember, but he's a long way off from that here and now. But he's not entirely blank. He's here and focused and interested and that's enough for today.
Eren's well toned, not that Eiden needs to touch him to know that. The odd thing about him is he has no scars, no old cuts or nicks or skinned knees. His titan abilities get rid of things like that; even childhood injuries don't show on his body anymore, as if he's never been hurt at all. Of course that hides the truth of how much damage his body has and can take.
He touches back, only a little hesitant. He's not so good at the foreplay part due to a mix of impatience and inexperience with having the luxury to take his time. His hands slide around Eiden's back and down to his ass, gripping briefly and pulling them closer together. He doesn't mean to be in a hurry, but whatever. ]
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He moves in, pressing lips to the man's throat and collar bone. He traces the unmarked skin with lips and tongue, teasing it. In part, he's searching to find what parts of the other's body cause him to respond. In addition, he's doing it so that he can explore and learn Eren for himself. ]
Don't be shy.
[ Does he actually think Eren is shy? No, not really. The actions he's taken have been very forward - in a way that Eiden likes. ]
Every inch of me is free to touch. No limits.
[ Truly. ]
Just be sure to tell me if there's something you don't like, too. That's just as important as what you do like.